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Monday, January 5th, 2009
9:03 am	Ginsu We have a customer that comes into Biggby on occasion. He looks like a mouse. If I could name him, I'd name him Max Peskatori. Max Peskatori the mouse.
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Monday, October 6th, 2008
5:34 pm	I'm so fucking sick of being treated like an inconvenience. Nobody is doing my any favors by letting me be me, so stop acting like it.
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Sunday, September 21st, 2008
11:54 pm	Cedar Penninsula 7:30 AM Mental note to feed cat Shower Feed cat clean litter box empty my bag fill my bag with roadtrip items expect Ben and Lindsay to be late get online...of course eat cereal, organic sugar cane shredded wheat with bananas pet cat suprised when Ben and Lindsay are in fact, on time more suprised when Amber and Ryan are late order a steak egg and cheese bagel from MacDonalds just because thats where we stopped. I didnt want it, I really didn't. talked about spuckfoons, chacha, amber's apparent pee fetish throw around fart blame fishsticks fishsticks Oh look, Cedar Point in the horizon creepy car with doll heads and random barbie parts glued all over it left ticket in the trunk find lockers take 10 minutes anxiously figuring out how to work the locker ride the Wicked twister even though the entire way there I suggested Raptor be our first ride ride lots of things get crappy lunch watch wierd/bad actor on stage talking about killing a black cat. apparently thats halloween appropriate dippin dots! notice definite blister feeling on left pinky toe ride stuff with less than 15 minute lines Gustav! everything has less than 15 minute lines except Maverick decide that Raptor isnt my favorite ride anymore, after anticipating it all day miss kelly tons while being the 5th wheel with two couples miss her tons lol, pharoahs secret love cedar point ride stuff alone for an hour try to bribe jhonny rockets worker for chocolate coke pay for gas settle for canned caribou coffee after failed chocolate coke bribe cramped tiny little car. screw Ford cars forever. home to tell her all about it, only to feel really tired. decide to force a crappy journal entry out while its fresh in my mind. i dont know why I even let last year happen. my life is so much better. Current Mood: sore Current Music: Does your cat have a moustache
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2008
1:37 am	please note I have a macbook
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Thursday, August 28th, 2008
1:15 pm	My name is Drew. I don't smell like pooh. But I do like beef stew. My girlfriends name is Kelly. She is not smelly. But she does like raspberry jelly.
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Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
12:08 pm	woah. Shaun, if you still read this, I had a dream that you called me up while under the influence of  LSD, which you were very excited about, and told me to meet up with you at an elementary school playground. After you said about 3,000 words about how you were crazy and all the colorful spots you were seeing, without breathing, the school's fire alarm went off and sounded something like "illegal substances on the premises" and it ended with us hiding from small school children with machetes in really tall grass. Just letting you know, if you ever call me up on acid I'm not meeting up with you.
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Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
11:06 am	I've been in a weird music mood lately. I can always listen to Modest Mouse or Minus the Bear and be completely satisfied, everyone knows this. But I've been craving something different. I tried listening to 'Dylan, 'Zeppelin, Rufus, Soundgarden, Van Morrison... all of which were good, but I still haven't hit the spot. I wanna start learning more about Big Band artists, classical, and 60s/70s underground. I listened to a Scottish AM radio station the other day while playing pool. I'm not going to lie, when they would tell stories of their old Scottish ways of life with their Scottish wenches and their Scottish ale, I wasn't really interested. Like, at all. However, I loved listening to their accents, and I really truly enjoyed the music. I'm not saying I want to become a Scottish music  connoisseur, but my taste has really expanded, and I want to learn more artists from the different genres. I'm about to strip my iPod and fill it up with everything and everything that I haven't heard more than once. I don't want to stop listening to what I listen to now; there's nothing wrong with it. I love variety in everything I do, and music shouldn't be an exception. Give me recommendations, and note that I like the Mandolin.
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Saturday, April 12th, 2008
7:04 pm	pure filtered denial Today was really sad, but also made me thankful for what I have, cliche as it is. It's really sad, and semi frustrating knowing that certain people will have to go through literal hell in life to finally understand why they were wrong about drug/alchohol/sex abuse in particular, but independent thinking in general. Some people will never change, no matter how much evidence they have against them. Self deception overpowers logic and "common sense". Humble yourselves, my loves.
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Tuesday, April 1st, 2008
1:48 pm	Watch the super trailer. http://www.expelledthemovie.com/video.php
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Friday, March 28th, 2008
11:52 am	UGH. F *CK.
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Sunday, March 16th, 2008
6:43 pm	Everglades So I have randomly found myself in Florida until wednesday with less than a few days notice.  Findings: -I'm undecided if I truly ever need to be in a warm climate. -Things that have nothing to do with you remind me of you anyway -Things that have everything to do with you remind me of you as well -Lots of things have brought you to my mind -Few things have entered my mind that don't have something to do with you -I'm really freaking hungry -I'm staying in a suite that is probably 100x nicer than my future apartment - 100% FYBO time @ theoretical honeymoon suite, for absolute sure. -I really have absolutely no idea what I'll be doing, who I'll be doing, or where I'll be doing it/them the next few days -I really need to see some geckos before I leave
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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
11:43 am	"you know me better than I know myself' "He that is trusting in his own heart is stupid, but he that is walking in wisdom will escape." Proverbs 28:26 How many times more will you prove this to me before I really learn? You say all I ever do is belittle you. Tell me, how belittling is it to hear "I appreciate that" or "and I admire you so much for it, but..." day in and day out, anytime I say anything at all. If you really appreciated my love, and admired me for what I am, then you would do something with it. You wouldn't go off in these little independant tangents and turn to the friends you say you don't even have. Just the other day you told me talking to Gen was useless, she just pretended to listen and then went off about some wild party she was at the night before when you finish talking. Yet this always changes the day after you spend some time with her. You always come back home to say, "Gen, what a friend. She gets me." Give it two weeks, you'll allow your lonesome to stir up in your heart again. You'll deny her support when you don't have it. Same with him. Same with all your friends. You want to go out and experience independance and do your own thing? It'll be the same with me.  To you, I'm just a silly boy that wants to play religion. To me, you're a silly girl that wants to play grown up. You want to coexist. I want to cooperate. You say everything I want out of you is to please myself. Everything I have done, and have gone through, has been to keep you first in my life. You tell me things in the moment, that I know you better than you know yourself, and that no one has ever cared for you as much as I do. Then you turn your back on that unconditional love and rely on your own thoughts and emotions which, according to you, don't come nearly as close to seeing the real you as I do. So go ahead, go live your life, go see what being a cool kid is all about. You won't be satisfied with me until you do. Go ahead and deny me to experience loneliness and emptiness at its finest. Go experience real heartache, real poverty, real sickness, real death. All the fine little gems of experience this world has to offer. Go tread water for a little bit. I pray that you don't drown.  I've really set myself up to be let down on this one. I will never truly love anyone as much as I love you.  Idealy, it'll work out just like you're planning it to. You'll go off and do everything you think you need to do. Then you'll come back, and I'll  probably be waiting right here for you to come to your senses. I believe there's a possibility now that I won't be here waiting. Maybe I'll move on, maybe I'll come to my senses. Just like you said, you might be able to control yourself, but you can't control your future. Is that how that line of bullshit went? I don't really remember. Whatever happens, happens. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Marcy Playground - America
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Thursday, February 7th, 2008
1:14 am	Oh hey. I'm getting an apartment on a river with willow trees. We're taking the walls down in my basement and it's really sad. I took pictures.
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Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
10:40 am	I used to think I was a dumbass, and then Spyke came around "You're clearly not the smartest man in Tokyo or Hiroshima, though you might be the tallest." "I dunno, Yao Ming and all." "He's from China." "Oh that's right" "Dumbass" "Well I was going to wish you a happy holiday, but now I hope your Christmas goes to shit." Sometimes work isn't so bad. Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Sparta - Sans Cosm
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Monday, December 3rd, 2007
7:49 pm	I'm more confident in my future than ever, thanks to you. I'm more anxious for my future than ever, thanks to you. lll(ll) Current Mood: waiting Current Music: Regina Spektor - Us
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Sunday, November 25th, 2007
9:37 pm	omg omg omg omg omg... omg. Current Mood: omg Current Music: omg - omg
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Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
12:16 pm	Kayyy I'm picking up lots of shifts which is good because it's mo'monay for Boston. I have to pack all day tomorrow though. My brace fell off again in the same spot and I think I swallowed it this time. Orthodontist at 12:45. i'm eating: Apple juice, egg bagel with cream cheese, pistachio pudding, and adderall. yum. My mom doesn't like me lots right now. TOUGH COOKIEZ Brit is actually holding a job now and is probably going to end up sleeping with her boss. Nolan and Andy are cute. I like Nolan's hair more than any dumb celebrity's. I'm sorry if it sounds bad, but I havnt really listened to what anyone has said to the full extent I usually do, over the past few days. All I can think about; in less than a week, I'll be with my baby that I've missed so much. Good timing, because I seriously can't wait much longer. I feel like a rice-feeding pidgeon Current Mood: optimistic but anxious Current Music: Say Anything
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Monday, November 19th, 2007
9:58 pm	It's funny how undeniably my mind has changed.
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Saturday, November 17th, 2007
12:37 am	so I'm 19. 18 was a crazy year. Not all good, but one of the most important things of my life happened. So 18 was a great year. Canada, I guess. November 17th doesn't have shit on November 27th.
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Saturday, November 10th, 2007
3:30 am	Late night rhymin like my name was P Diddy In an hour I'll be in the shower After I get out I'll call Melissa up Who's probably passed out but shes gotta open up if she's hung over I'm gonna beat the shout out of'er I didn't sleep tonight so my head isn't quite right but if I turn out the light I'll probably sleep 'til tomorrow night then I'd be late for work by an hour or two and I'd lose my job which is the last thing I need to do so here I will sit my eyes on the clock makin money for my honey she's my life and I'm on top of it no seriously I'm delerious as all hell and if any of you hold this against me i'll fist fight you Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Weezer - Say It Ain't So
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